Airports are lonely places for me... America and Australia, not so much.
This is being written (but not posted) in San Francisco Airport where waiting for my flight back to Australia. That’s where I want to be right now. I’ve had my adventure, now it’s time to get back to something resembling normal life.
Of course, at the moment I have nothing to do but have some dinner and a local beer and wait, with occasional periods of feeling really alone. I’ve been in this same airport on three occasions, in 2005 when I was moving to Australia and had a lot to look forward to, in 2008 when I had 12 hours to explore San Francisco on a stopover, and right now. To be honest I’m in a pretty good mood, but parts of this trip have been so good that coming down feels like a crash. Getting on the airport monorail has been a relaxing experience and has allowed me to get away from the crowds of other travellers. Behold my aspie fascination with trains!
On the upside, I will be arriving in Canberra on Sunday morning with someone to pick me up and welcome me home. I have less cause to be lonely now than I have for a long time, and I have a lot to look forward to.
Looking back, I am surprised that it took me until the age of 33 to properly visit America. It was right next door when I was growing up, and while I kited off to Europe and India and Korea in my early 20s I scarcely gave the US of A any thought. I have really enjoyed my time here to the point that I have thought about the prospect of working and living here. I now have a few contacts which might at some point lead to that (though apparently because I have been on this tour supported by the US taxpayer, I have to wait for two years before I can get a visa entitling me to live or work in America, even if I married an American girl.)
I will be back. I have met a lot of people whom I would like to see again, I have contacts that could at some point become professionally useful, and I have a standing invite from a girl in Florida who has “a major crush” on me. After snubbing America for years, I think I still have a lot to make up for.
UPDATE: From the other side of the world after 14 hours of floating in a tin can.
Qantas does seem to have a policy of seating me in middle seats and denying me hot chocolate. Never mind. When their backs were turned I found in the unattended galley four half full jugs of hot chocolate and more marshmallow than I could possibly consume. Hooray!
I'm now back home. I could live in plenty of places in the world but this is my home, and it is good to be back to it. I felt the same way whenn I returned to London after a journey and I felt distraught upon leaving it. Now I scarcely ever think about moving back. There really is something to be said for having your networks of friends around. Wherever I have lived and wherever I end up living, local factors like that end up making a lot of difference.